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It's human nature after all...

sometimes you feel like you know what you are doing
but you actually don't
I planned without a plan, it's true...
I tell myself that it's too soon to make a judgement..
but I really can't tell what I am working so hard for...
while living without love and constantly challenged by those I respect.
I tried to write in a more rational and anaylitical way
but the first problem that I have to tackle is my emotion but not arts and philo...
forgive me ....It's human nature after all...
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(I can't understand why Tung Pang feels relax in London. The whole city is full of problematic teenagers, discrimination, nonsense radio discussion and stupid advertisement. I just can't see their spiritual life.)
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I may not be able to export valuble work at the moment due to the emptiness inside me but I really don't want to feel activated just because I have endless jobs and duties anymore.

2 comments:

華欣 said...

try to manke some new friends around your age,it helps... or have a long chat with your dear family or friends, it also helps...it always work when u fell into confusion in life...it should be kinda cold in London now,wear more clothes,take care and remember to eat more!!!dont just eat bread!!!

Pongyu said...

ceci~ did u meet handsome guys there? any bf? will u back to hk b4 feb? let's join the wanchai "bridging arts" competition!!! i went to the briefing last week, and they still wanted us to make the toilet~ hoho